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Always the one left out, misunderstood, and alone. Strutting from room to room, catching glances of disgust. The green eyed one can't help but feel self-conscious. She tries to become the people around her, slowly transforming herself into something she is not. Jealousy is mostly full of fear and doubt, slowly deteriorating. Never knowing when to give up, she pushes things to the extreme. As of now, it seems like there is no harm done; but shortly down the road, her obsession will become an addiction. After experiencing hurt all the time, her pain will finally be released into the world causing chaos and dysfunction everywhere.
As time marches on, there's not much left of her sanity. Seeing the people she wants to be day after day gives her a raw feeling because she wonders why she doesn't have the things others do. A life without friends, hope, and happiness is only for those green with envy. She's too self-loathing to understand the things going on around her.
By Bethany, 17
Recorded at Carrick High School on September 9, 2010
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